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Gift Giving and the Best Gift of All Time


Mikayla, my 15 year old, told me about her friend who was shocked to find out that her mother buys all her own Christmas gifts from her husband and then acts surprised when she opens them on Christmas day. I find this hilarious. I am not surprised that someone would do it, I find it so funny that the teenager would be so shocked.

Gift giving and receiving have always been very important to me. On my love language score receiving gifts is at the top. That is all good and great until you marry someone whose gift receiving love language is at the bottom. I have to say Kent has gotten better over the years because he knows it is important to me.

When gift receiving is important to you it is very easy to be disappointed at Christmas, or birthdays or anniversaries or any other time of the year. It is important for us to know we are loved and that is expressed through gifts and we find it frustrating when we don’t receive good gifts. For those of you who gift receiving is not important I know you are saying, “Just get over it and go buy your own gift.” And most of us do. When shopping for Christmas I often operate on the one for you and one for me principle. My daughter, another gift receiver person, operates the same way and I can’t blame her. I heard a statistic that said 27% of people buy gifts for themselves while out shopping for Christmas. All I have to say is, what’s wrong withthe other 73%? Most of them must be lying.

So, what’s the point? The point is, for those of us who love to give and receive gifts (and even for those who don’t) it is important to remember the greatest gift ever given – a Savior, Jesus Christ. Isn’t that the point of Christmas, to remember that God gave us all His Son as the gift we needed the most?

Jesus describes God as the Father who gives “good gifts” (Matthew 5:11). God the Father is the best gift giver ever. There is nothing that mankind needed more than a Savior, someone who took away our sins and restores our relationship with God, and God gave us that in His Son. What a great, awesome and perfect gift!

So, as you are out shopping, whether you love it or hate it, remember that you have been given the most perfect gift, and it wasn’t your George Foreman grill, it is Jesus who came as a baby and died as a man for you and for me.

What do you do during this time of year to help you remember this great gift?

What I Learned Last Year

January of 2014 started off with a bang for me.  On January 11th, 2014 I received a call from my publisher and was told that they were closing their doors.  When the publisher closed their doors it meant that I would never receive the money they owed me in royalties.  Since my three books are self-published, it also meant that the book they told me was at the printer and that I was scheduled to received within weeks, was never printed.  I also had to figure out how to get the 3,000 copies of my two previous books that they held in storage.

What a way to start a year!  I felt like I spent the entire year, and am still, trying to dig out of the financial crisis that I faced.

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When we face crisis in our lives, often we look back and see what we learned.  I learned that I need to trust God more than I trust anyone or anything else.  More than trusting a publishing company, I need to trust God.  More than trusting money, I need to trust God.  I also learned to trust God more than I trust any person because people will let us down.

It seems so obvious now, but why would I ever trust anyone more than I trusted God?  If you had asked me before last January I would have never believed that I trusted anyone more than I trusted God.  But when so much was taken away, I saw how my trust had been misplaced.

There are three things that we can do to make sure that we keep our trust in God first in our lives.

1.  Repeat the words, “I will trust you” throughout your day. Some of the most important words that a Christian can say is, “I will trust you.”  I learned that whenever worry begins to overwhelm me I have to say, “I will trust you.”  Sometimes before I get out of bed, and  throughout my day I have to say, “I will trust you.”

2.  Lean not on your own understanding. Why is it so difficult to trust God more than we trust anyone or anything?  Maybe the answer lies in one of the more popular verses in the Bible.  Proverbs 3:5-6 says,Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.”  Maybe when life is going well, or even when it isn’t, we lean on our own understanding rather than trusting in God.

3.  Look back and see how God has carried you through difficult times. Exodus 14:31 says, “And when the Israelites saw the mighty hand of the Lord displayed against the Egyptians, the people feared the Lord and put their trust in him and in Moses his servant.”  When we see how God cares for us and how he loves us, it becomes much easier to trust him.

Do you struggle with trusting God?

What did you learn this past year?


Russian Translation

Writing a book and having it published is, in many ways, like giving birth to a baby. You work at it, you care for it for many months and then when you finally see it in print there is great rejoicing. In May of 2012 I began discussing translating my books, Changed by Jesus and Used by God, into Russian with Eastern European Missions. The work of translating began in January 2013. And on Sunday September 22, 2013 I saw the finished product. Used by God has been translated into Russian.

I am outside Kiev Ukraine with three other ladies from Texas giving out copies of Used by God. We spent Sunday afternoon and Monday evening with a wonderful group of ladies in Ivankov. Many ladies from various congregations in Texas made bags for us to give to the ladies with a copy of the book. Even though we do not speak the same language, it was easy to see how grateful these ladies were to receive their bag and book. They thanked us over and over again for coming to share this message with them.

I may never know what impact these books have on the ladies in Russia, but that is okay. God can use this material in whatever way he chooses. I pray that this material that I spent many months birthing leads women in Ukraine to know their God a little better and understandhow they are loved and valued by God.

God Working

I love Exodus 14:15. It says, “Then The Lord said to Moses,’why are you crying out to me? Tell the Israelites to move on.” The Lord spoke these words to Moses when the Israelites were about to cross the Red Sea. They had escaped the Egyptians and were following Moses to the land God had promised. But as they ran from Egypt they faced a couple of problems. The Red Sea was in front of them and Pharaoh and his army were approaching from the rear. When the Israelites thought there was no way out they began to cry and complain to Moses. Moses must have felt some panic as well, but he assured the people the The Lord would fight for them. That is when God speaks the words that are recorded in Exodus 14:15.
In my mind I hear God saying these words with some disgust. “What are you waiting on? Get moving!”
When talking about this verse Naomi Levy says, “Sometimes we need to be patient and answers will come. And sometimes we need to act and miracles will come.”
Today I begin a trip with three other women to minister to women in Ukraine and Vienna. We have prayed and planned for this trip for several months and the time has come for us to act.
God is working in wonderful and mighty ways in Eastern Europe and we are going to join Him in that work.
Over the next two weeks we will be posting on this blog the ways we see God working.


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The Value of Books

I love books.  Every room in my house has books.  My bedroom and office have a lot of books in them.  One of my favorite places to shop is Amazon.  I buy books regularly and I also read books on my ipad.  I read as research and as a part of my ministry.  I also read as a hobby.  I love to read fiction, non-fiction, and memoirs.  I also love to read the Bible and I love to read Christian authors who help me better understand God and His word. My love of books also led me to write books.  My life would be very different without books.

Yesterday our ladies Bible class had the privilege of meeting Donna Mitchell who works with Women for Eastern European Mission.  She told us about women and children in Eastern Europe who are starving for books.  Part of the reason that Eastern European Missions has been so successful in Eastern Europe is because many of the people there are educated yet do not have access to books, especially the Bible.  For years EEM has been giving Bibles to those people who treasure the Word of God because for years they did not have it.

Many women in Eastern Europe are also desperate for Bible study material.  I happen to know where they can get some Bible study material written specifically for women.  Thanks to some great and very generous friends Changed by Jesus is self-published.  What that means today is, Changed by Jesus is not owned by a publisher it is owned by me.  Yesterday I was able to send the manuscript to EEM with the possibility of it being translated into Russian or another language that is spoken in that part of the world.

I can’t tell you how excited I am that someday I may have the opportunity to place Changed by Jesus in the hands of women in Eastern Europe who so desperately need to hear the message that God loves them.  God continues to bless this ministry in incredible ways!  I am so blessed to have a front row seat and see how God is using me, and others, to reach women all over the world.  Please pray that God will continue to open doors for His Word to reach women everywhere.


Remember Me

At the last meal that Jesus shared with His apostles He told them, “Remember me.”  “Remember me when you eat the bread, remember me when you drink the cup.” (I Corinthians 11:23-25)

I don’t think the apostles had trouble remembering Jesus.  After all they had learned from Him, after what they had seen Him do, and after His death and resurrection how could they not remember Him?

What about you?  Do you have trouble remembering Him?  With your busy schedule, and hectic life do you remember Jesus?

What if we remembered Jesus’ compassion?  He was moved to compassion and healed many people (Matthew 14:14), including a crippled woman (Luke 13:10-17), and a blind man (Luke 18:35-42).

Do you remember how Jesus left the glories of heaven and came to earth?  Think about how the Son of God was not born in a palace to wealthy parents, but in a manger to poor parents.  He gave up everything to come to earth for you and me. (Philippians 2:7)

Do you remember His power when He calmed a storm (Matthew 8:23-27)?  Or what about His power over demons such as when He healed the demon-possessed man in the Gadarenes? (Matthew 8:28-34)  Think about how this power is available to His followers today. (I John 4:4)

Do you ever think about Him reigning in heaven with angels singing “Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and praise!” (Revelation 5:12)  Remember that He is now sitting at the right hand of God interceding for you. (Romans 8:34)

Remember how He wore a crown of thorns, was beaten and mocked for you. (Mark 15:16-20)

When we remember how He lived His life and understand that we are called to live like Him, we will be more compassionate and loving.  When we understand what He gave up to come to this earth we will worship Him with awe, praise, and thankfulness. When we stop to remember Jesus’ life and sacrifice we will be changed.

When life calls so loudly, do you remember Jesus?

What can you not live without?

What can you not live without?

Years ago on Oprah they asked people what they could not live without.  One lady said that she could not live without her George Foreman grill.  I thought that was hilarious.  I did not have a George Foreman grill at the time so I could not relate to her attachment to her grill.  I now own one so I understand what she was talking about. I can think of a couple of things in my house that I would not want to live without – my Dyson vacuum cleaner and my Kitchen Aid stand mixer.  If they broke today I would go out and replace them. If someone broke into my house and threatened to take my Dyson I would tell them they could take my children but not my vacuum cleaner!  Not really, but I do love my Dyson.

It made me think, what can I really not live without?  I could replace mixers and vacuum cleaners, but relationships are priceless.  I would not take anything for my relationship with my husband and children.  My relationship with my family is something I value highly.  Relationships with friends are also something that I treasure.

More important than our relationships with family and friends, is our relationship with our God.  Psalm 73:28 says, “But as for me, it is good to be near God.”  We serve a God who desires a relationship with His people.  He is a God who invites His people to come to Him.  James 4:8 says, “Come near to God and He will come near to you.”  What a great promise!  Because of the blood of Jesus we are able to approach God and have a relationship with Him.

Psalm 84:2 says, “My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God.”  Do you feel that way?  Is your relationship with God something you value enough to give up other things to pursue it?  Will you give up time to spend with Him?  Will you pursue a relationship with God above all things?   Are you willing to place your relationship with God above every other relationship in your life?

How much do you value your relationship with God?


Do you like change?  Some people like it more than others.  I remember when I was growing up, my mom liked to change the furniture.  I never understood why she wanted to move the couch, tables, chairs, TV, and everything else that was not nailed down.  About the time you got comfortable with where things were she would move them.  She would say something like, “Everyone needs a change every once in a while.”  And I would think, “No, not really.”  My family moved into a new house about a year and a half ago and my furniture has not changed.  If you come into my house in 10 years the furniture will probably be in the same place.  I do not like change as much as my mother does.

Whether you like change or not, most of us will have times in your life when things need to change.  Some may need to change the way they eat in order to be healthier.   Others may have problems in their marriage and the relationship needs to change.  Our prayer habits may need to change.  Some may struggle with loneliness so they need a change in their relationships.  The lives of some may be in such a mess because of bad decisions they have made that they need radical change in their lives.

When we realize that we need change in our lives it is important that we look in the right direction for that change.  Advertisers will tell you to buy change.  Oprah will tell you to look inside yourself for change.  Our instincts may lead us to eat when we need change.  Satan will lead people a lot of places to look for change hoping they never look to the One who offers real change.

The One who made us and who knows us best tells us to look to Him for change.  When we look at the people who encountered Jesus we see that He brought meaningful change into their lives.  Jesus changed lives through His love and compassion, grace and mercy.  The widow of Nain’s life was forever changed when Jesus reached out in compassion and raised her son from the dead. Mary Magdalene’s life was changed by His healing touch.  The Samaritan woman at the well was an outcast who found purpose and meaning in her life after meeting Jesus and experiencing His “living water.”

Food will not bring meaningful change into our lives.  Neither will other people, or clothes, or the latest self-help book.  Meaningful, lasting, fulfilling change comes when we seek change from the One who saves us, Jesus Christ.

Where do you go to seek change in your life?